Cement Heart
tonight is unlike any other night. tonight is the first time i've thought about an unsolved mystery since, well, a prolonged amount of time. i never share my emotions because for a minute (or longer), i believed myself to be that particular individual who didn't possess any emotions at all. a "Cement Heart" is what i refer it to, and to some, i simply fibbed that i didn't even have a heart. that's probably why all of my post-2o1o romances have failed. i wasn't quite there. i probably never will be. yes, this unsolved mystery is a gentleman. a man i met during Christmas 2006, whom i shared an unforgettable connection and experience with, and whom i have thought of often within the most recent 18 months. and tonight, just for a brief moment, hope struck the center of my chest. (i could have sworn i've felt this feeling before.) for the past year and a half, i have been trying to fall OUT of love. they say falling in love is easy....