Legs and Life: It All Starts Here

can we count the moments that we have all said, "I'm so happy for you!" yet not actually MEANT it??? can I count the moments that I have said, "I'm so happy for you!" yet not actually MEANT it??? even better... can I count the moments that I have thought to myself, "I'm masquerading the fact that I am so called 'happy' for you even though I solemnly know you don't really deserve this, and/or this benefits myself in no way to be heeding the rash and foolish facts that you are blabbering to me." ....???? the difference between what we envision and what we physically speak is, well, what is physically said in the end.  my entire life, i have held my tongue out of reverence, solitude, peace, generosity, guilt, and most of all, love.  i have held my tongue on subjects such as my brother's girlfriend whom i secretly love but acknowledge he can't ever handle, my best friend's lover whom i detest but won't risk the...

i started this blog back in August 2o11 and realized that i never clicked the "PUBLISH" button... wowzers.  :P on this cold, thundering, rainy, BEAUTiFUL day, (i am a sucker for rainy days!) i am enjoying a nice, warm cup o' coffee, while I Love Lucy plays softly in the background on my television.  As i sip and sing along to "The Lady in Red" with Ricky, my brain starts to think about a great idea i once conjured up a waaaay while back... writing a book! boy, life sure is mysterious.  recapping everything i've endeavored so far has come to the point now where i should be finalizing on a legitimate book title for my "so far" autobiography (since i've barely lived 25% of my life and all.)  Two ideas for a catchy title i've come up with include,  "From 0 to 24:  Life in the Piping Hot Lane" or my personal favorite , "Hot Coffey:  Brewing Bold and Brilliant." so much can happen over a 24-year span.  and unfortunately...