To Stupify...
I am a complex person. In my world, hormones rage, emotions wane, questions are always left unanswered and love ceases to exist. In my world, dependency is not tolerated and tears are rarely shed. In my world, girls mature into women and boys remain boys. My world revolves tightly around one element... a loveable, comical, quick-witted redhead.
I've never fathomed why individuals do what they do, say what they say, act how they act. Again, I am a complex being... most are simply infantile.
To accurately figure someone out is to live carelessly. Too many of my days have gone to squander trying to discover a resolution to everything/everyone that has foiled me... and yet, I remain stupefied.
As my birthday approaches, (in 3 distant months), I begin to lay all of these worries to rest. I have slowly activated the process of releasing all confusion, anger, worry, struggle, negativity, grief, distress, tribulations, heartache and pain to the wind because trying to make sense of any of it has ended up making NO sense at all. The way things transpire are in fact the way things transpire. PERIOD. Only a fool would drown deep in such perilous thoughts. I can't save everyone! I can only save myself. Now, to all who read this entry, go and rescue yourself before you perish from rescuing others.
I've never fathomed why individuals do what they do, say what they say, act how they act. Again, I am a complex being... most are simply infantile.
To accurately figure someone out is to live carelessly. Too many of my days have gone to squander trying to discover a resolution to everything/everyone that has foiled me... and yet, I remain stupefied.
As my birthday approaches, (in 3 distant months), I begin to lay all of these worries to rest. I have slowly activated the process of releasing all confusion, anger, worry, struggle, negativity, grief, distress, tribulations, heartache and pain to the wind because trying to make sense of any of it has ended up making NO sense at all. The way things transpire are in fact the way things transpire. PERIOD. Only a fool would drown deep in such perilous thoughts. I can't save everyone! I can only save myself. Now, to all who read this entry, go and rescue yourself before you perish from rescuing others.
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